I dont know what to do... go with the flow... but i don’t think i can really do that now.. especially this part of my life, being the most important year of my life. I keep telling myself – leave it and just go with it but ill always end up thinking about it and i think right now its just a huge distraction that i really do not need whatsoever.
I really hate it! You give me mixed signals and i don’t understand? I need to just get away from this – thank god for school – itll just be the distraction i need! I mean, you really are awesome but i don’t know... only time will tell how everything will go... be patient bryan.
I hope my thoughts and my time will now be diverted to school and i hope i get distracted so i won’t waste so much of my time thinking. It’s not that i don’t want to – but its just taking over my thoughts and mind, and i find it really annoying knowing that sometimes you don’t feel the same way.
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
