It really does suck – it’s annoying and I just hate the feeling. I hate it!

I know my life seems to be on the right track and I do not disagree,everything is just fine, but I just think sometimes why does it have to happen like that? There is always a complication to everything, ok well maybe not everything but things that I’m just really interested in. I know Rowena, I’m thinking too much, but seriously, I can’t help it, and I hate that about myself, all I do is just think it over and over and I can’t get it out of my head and that is what sucks. Maybe the things are not really complicated it’s just my head makes it that way and I can’t stop.

I know I shouldn’t be worrying about this, especially now. And that’s another to add, the timing of these things are really just isn’t great, at all. I don’t know what to do to stop this – no I don’t have some addiction or anything it’s just this thing I have where I tend to over-think and complicate the issue or thing I have and just have myself worry about it more, and I shouldn’t. It’s funny because I tell myself that and I get over it, but there is always something that comes along and reminds me of it and the cycle starts again. Sometimes it’s just better to not get involved, well in my case that is, and just leave it. I know I should just leave it and let it go – but the thing is its hard and I hate this.

its really just psyching myself out and i agree with row, its inappropriate and i seriously should just relax and just go with it. but here comes my head again - i hate you! - not you, my brain.

It really does suck – it’s annoying and I just hate the feeling. I hate it!

I know my life seems to be on the right track and I do not disagree,everything is just fine, but I just think sometimes why does it have to happen like that? There is always a complication to everything, ok well maybe not everything but things that I’m just really interested in. I know Rowena, I’m thinking too much, but seriously, I can’t help it, and I hate that about myself, all I do is just think it over and over and I can’t get it out of my head and that is what sucks. Maybe the things are not really complicated it’s just my head makes it that way and I can’t stop.

I know I shouldn’t be worrying about this, especially now. And that’s another to add, the timing of these things are really just isn’t great, at all. I don’t know what to do to stop this – no I don’t have some addiction or anything it’s just this thing I have where I tend to over-think and complicate the issue or thing I have and just have myself worry about it more, and I shouldn’t. It’s funny because I tell myself that and I get over it, but there is always something that comes along and reminds me of it and the cycle starts again. Sometimes it’s just better to not get involved, well in my case that is, and just leave it. I know I should just leave it and let it go – but the thing is its hard and I hate this.

its really just psyching myself out and i agree with row, its inappropriate and i seriously should just relax and just go with it. but here comes my head again - i hate you! - not you, my brain.